adventures of mascarah.

I've just begun a new decade. Sigh.

I have always wanted to be "a writer" but I'm lost somewhere in the prologue...whittling away at a story I may never tell.

Likes: pop culture. my chihuahua. architecture. modern art. elizabeth street. contemporary designer apparel. food. travel. foreign films. speakeasys. live music. politics. hot sauce. surprises. running in the rain. strangers. wednesdays. fearlessness...and 100s of other random things... maybe even you.

A southerner by birth, northerner by the grace of God, I'm simply a nyc gal who is lost somewhere on my constant exploration of the city and the life,love, and pursuit found within it.

If you are so inclined... sap {at} lifelovepursuit.com

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…and I’m dropping the ax. I’m soooo nervous and I have no idea why. Breaking up is hard to do, no matter what you are breaking up with and even if you are excited about doing so.

Weird how that works. I bet you so many relationships perpetuate out of people being afraid to just cut the other person/job/entity loose. Or maybe I am the only one?

UPDATE: I AM NOT BREAKING UP WITH A MAN. I AM SINGLE SO THIS ISN’T POSSIBLE :) And if I was in a relationship, I would NEVER break up via my blog or even elude to it, I DO NOT discuss stuff like that in this space. And I was once dumped via email. I’d NEVER go there. It is just wrong.

UPDATE #2: I did it. And I feel great. It is a bit ambigious (aren’t all endings ambigious?) and I am not sure how it will all pan out. But I am proud of myself for taking a step in the right direction.